Addiction

Addicted to you? Yes, because,

You are the thing I lack.

I'm addicted to the pain you give me.

You treat me like crap and I keep going back.

Because you are real and there.

No matter how many times you hurt me.

At least you make me feel.

Yet there are so many people who would treat me,

Better. But you keep my vision clear.

Others are hazy, they hide behind lies.

You tell me the truth, with finality.

Because I can see it in your eyes.

But for a while I can escape.

You give me an excuse to cry,

To let out my anger at the world.

You make me want to just try.

You are the thing I despise,

And I'm inspired to succeed,

People would say that you are my demise.

But you won't conquer me.

So try all you might,

I thank you, so much,

You have given me a fight,

And when I'm untouchable,

I know I've won.